Turning into someone else and back | whoslife's Blog
I've been feeling like total crap for a couple of days, just bitching and wailing about everything. Threw a few tantrums too, surprising some people, not like me to roar and spit fire.
So instead of going out on friday, I called my friend at the last minute and cancelled. I feel like an idiot for doing that, nothing annoys me like people who change plans like that. But there was just no way I'd have managed it, in my state. So I just took a pill and went to sleep.
Next day I woke up at 3.30 pm after 18 hrs of sleep. Tried to get a little stuff done atleast, but kept getting the feeling something was off, as if I'd woken up in the wrong reality. Wondered just how long before I'd feel normal, or was it going to be like this much longer. Not many hours had passed and I was tired again, go back to bed. Not until this morning did I feel like myself again.
I must say it feels good to be back.
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